fool

u thought u done all you could though u are nothing but a speck of dust that causes irritation to the eye
u were once so proud of your nonsense but they know better
praises seem to be the same old alienated sound cause they are never rightfully yours
pride is nothing more than your sharpest weapon for those self-inflicted wounds
u no longer able to hold your head up high as now u are done
not even close to being wasted for u are of no value

now that u tasted defeat, u are no longer coherent

your speech only exposed yourself as illogical and ignorant

your words are slurred and dissolved into substances that signify weakness
u look so frightened, u are pathetic
just like a domestic animal waiting to be slaughtered

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yes, u, puah hui ying, u are such a fool

trivials

these few days. saw some SLIGHTLY interesting stuffs -

. a small kid aged around 4-5 bang into the HUGE PROMINENT wall while playing psp (thats why kids shouldnt play with psp. they wont even know if they got kidnapped)

. a feminine boy with a tote bag sashaying with vigourous butt swaying and hand flicking (wonder how he will grow up to be)

. played basketball and actually found a 笑点 (thanks to 笑点 that was one of the most fun basketball match ever had)

. left hair line seems to be retreating thus change to parting at the right side (know it wont be very obvious cause only one person notices)

. saw an ang moh that actually resembles DAVID COOK!! not as handsome but still charming and drop dead gorgeous (cant help staring at him)

. thursday will be going back to school for mp briefing/talk (whole day off. whee!)

so currently leading a mundane life. want to learn alot of stuffs!

ALIVE!!!

the blaze of the sun
the welcoming breeze
the smell of freshly cut grass
the unexpected harmony of vehicles buzzing and birds chirpping

how comforting it is to still be able to walk on earth
being able to take child-like stride
to abandon the burden of life momentarily
to indulge in the idleness and simplicity

now i learn
after being indoors and isolated from the environment for a very very long period
that every minute things, things that were taken for granted
could actually be the source of ecstasy!

i took a step back from the hectic life
to feel, to listen and to observe
its simply so great just to be alive!

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still in love and in touch with the part of me that is simple and laid back (:
t-shirt, shorts and slippers!!

mechanise

day.work.lethargy.monotony.drone.drowning.sympathetic
day.break.anticipation.compose.laze.rejoice.simplicity
night.after-work.pals.grateful.alcohol.ease.liberation.darkness

day.work.lethargy.monotony.drone.drowning.sympathetic
day.break.anticipation.compose.laze.rejoice.simplicity
night.after-work.pals.grateful.alcohol.ease.liberation.darkness

day.work.lethargy.monotony.drone.drowning.sympathetic
day.break.anticipation.compose.laze.rejoice.simplicity
night.after-work.pals.grateful.alcohol.ease.liberation.darkness

incessantly repeating motion..

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Helo ...I i i a aa ma ma ma machinnnneeee

that moonless night

that moonless night
when the stars dont have to shun the moonlit
when the stars have shine so bright
when the stars have made known their existence which have ceased in the galaxy aeon ago

that moonless night
when it doesnt seem to be there
when its presence was still felt through the surging tides
when all was heard was the withering of the sea and the retreating of the waves

that moonless night
when i use to miss the absence of it
when i no longer yearn for the moon that hangs beyond reach
when i finally realise everything shouldnt be like this


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cause you are as beautiful as the moon

Susan Boyle

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wnmbJzH93NU
very touching voice.
humble, down-to-earth and genuine person.
amazing, suprising and inspiring.
thats Susan Boyle, the biggest hit in town.

she is the new definition for beauty. beautiful person with a beautiful voice. of course, its all from within. one look at her, people thought she is just oh-well-just-another-plain-jane but i promise you she so much more than that. those who fail to see are the people with an abnormally high level of superficiality(cause i not going to be like those i-so-sacred people to proclaimed that looks doesnt matter. people tend to be superficial to some extent, whether you like it or not). those are the people who could only associate beauty with a hot body and bewitching, cute or dazzling (you name it) face.

even somebody with an intelligence of 5 years old could tell that those wont last. people change, character, mentality, figure, looks, in which figure and looks usually won't outlive the other two. unless we talking about comestic surgery, botox, other outrageous chemicals some woman deem fit to be applied on the face and not to forget, those unorthodox methods to stay skinny and young "forever". dont they ever realise how miserable and pathetic they are.

yes, i get pissed off easily whenever i touched on this topic. people who know my past should understand why. well, people just have to be given a big smack in the head to wake them up. some have to look into the mirror before they pass judgement on others facial features. for those who fall into the gorgeous hunks and babes category, congrats, cause looks is still undeniably a vital asset. however, that doesnt give you the right to ridicule others of their natural look. if its the presentation, the dress sense or the foolishness in the face that you are laughing at, its totally acceptable. but laughing at something that couldnt be change, at least not without making radical decision or having to wake up at some unearthly hour, is a sin.

whoever have the power to determine if you are going to be pretty or handsome doesnt grant you the advantage to bully the less privilege. how could one bring himself/herself to destroy the fragment of pride the inferiors hold on to so dearly. do they know how much it hurts. guess they dont. human are able to be differentiated from beast cause they protect and help those who are weaker. those beastly acts of taunting and nasty name-calling, should not be condone.

enough of me. recently becoming such a nag. just look around you, who are the ones that are helpful, kind and friendly without having a hidden agenda?

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i don't care if they think i am uncouth or "un-girlish". i am truly who i am regardless of what they think. why do people have to be restricted by social norms. norms are not law to be adhere to, i am not going to let it dictate my life. i refuse!

dark

i did something wrong today again...

attempted to coax someone into stepping a land filled with conspicuous mines but it was done hastily. she is not yet blindfolded by the thing call trust. nobody has ever been so willing to step on those mines as it would only reveals the mess that all try so hard to conceal.

since young, people detest any sight of repulsiveness, and is even more reluctant to be deem as one of the hideous. the uglies know it all and wish they weren't the imperfect imperfect. the beauties sympathise but never being able to emphathise. in the end, people could only spin a cocoon to protect themselves. however, beneath the layers of thread still rest the hideous.

man believed that shadows lurk at night. indeed, many monsters known to man worshipped the night. its darkness possesses the power to proliferate the inhumanity and awaken the unsightly. those in the cocoon have been living in obscurity all these while, and will find themselves being engulf by the darkness some day.

this is a contest to see whose light could burn the longest in its surrounding. will i give in to the dark, or will i sparkle. i have no idea. all i know is one more false move and i will be the one to be surrounded by mines, the one to be disintegrate. no cocoon could save me...

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speak with cautious..