fool

u thought u done all you could though u are nothing but a speck of dust that causes irritation to the eye
u were once so proud of your nonsense but they know better
praises seem to be the same old alienated sound cause they are never rightfully yours
pride is nothing more than your sharpest weapon for those self-inflicted wounds
u no longer able to hold your head up high as now u are done
not even close to being wasted for u are of no value

now that u tasted defeat, u are no longer coherent

your speech only exposed yourself as illogical and ignorant

your words are slurred and dissolved into substances that signify weakness
u look so frightened, u are pathetic
just like a domestic animal waiting to be slaughtered

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yes, u, puah hui ying, u are such a fool

trivials

these few days. saw some SLIGHTLY interesting stuffs -

. a small kid aged around 4-5 bang into the HUGE PROMINENT wall while playing psp (thats why kids shouldnt play with psp. they wont even know if they got kidnapped)

. a feminine boy with a tote bag sashaying with vigourous butt swaying and hand flicking (wonder how he will grow up to be)

. played basketball and actually found a 笑点 (thanks to 笑点 that was one of the most fun basketball match ever had)

. left hair line seems to be retreating thus change to parting at the right side (know it wont be very obvious cause only one person notices)

. saw an ang moh that actually resembles DAVID COOK!! not as handsome but still charming and drop dead gorgeous (cant help staring at him)

. thursday will be going back to school for mp briefing/talk (whole day off. whee!)

so currently leading a mundane life. want to learn alot of stuffs!

ALIVE!!!

the blaze of the sun
the welcoming breeze
the smell of freshly cut grass
the unexpected harmony of vehicles buzzing and birds chirpping

how comforting it is to still be able to walk on earth
being able to take child-like stride
to abandon the burden of life momentarily
to indulge in the idleness and simplicity

now i learn
after being indoors and isolated from the environment for a very very long period
that every minute things, things that were taken for granted
could actually be the source of ecstasy!

i took a step back from the hectic life
to feel, to listen and to observe
its simply so great just to be alive!

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still in love and in touch with the part of me that is simple and laid back (:
t-shirt, shorts and slippers!!

mechanise

day.work.lethargy.monotony.drone.drowning.sympathetic
day.break.anticipation.compose.laze.rejoice.simplicity
night.after-work.pals.grateful.alcohol.ease.liberation.darkness

day.work.lethargy.monotony.drone.drowning.sympathetic
day.break.anticipation.compose.laze.rejoice.simplicity
night.after-work.pals.grateful.alcohol.ease.liberation.darkness

day.work.lethargy.monotony.drone.drowning.sympathetic
day.break.anticipation.compose.laze.rejoice.simplicity
night.after-work.pals.grateful.alcohol.ease.liberation.darkness

incessantly repeating motion..

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