the flexi me(:

i wonder what will be their reaction should they know the truth. sometimes its better to not know (: so excited!!!

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whats really important in this society is for people to know that it is okay to make mistakes, as long as it doesn't hurt any being, instead of binding ourselves with the fear of failure. the real mistake lies in believing that doing the "wrong" stuff could never be right. i think since kids, we achieve most in life while we play, venture into the unknown, even from the picking ourselves up after a fall. if this is the way we conduct ourselves everyday, every moment provides a window of opportunity to learn and grow towards our individuality.

are you still growing?

the disturbing thing is to learn that people find it comforting to stick with their old regimental beliefs even though they have moved on to another stage of life.

like i always say, if you have the same thinking as you have three years back, then you have not grow at all. thats why people goes, "if i knew what i know now back then, i be better off now"

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on a sidenote,
one of the keepers at the other dept tells us to get a life, its so late and we are still working. then again, THIS IS LIFE!! great company and exposure. laughing till you feel like its a challenge to keep that oreo in your mouth. getting harmless nags from colleague. getting slap by a rooster. doing all the stupid little things. simply put,
I LOVE MY JOB!

stop existing, start living!

a tour ain't a way to see a country, its just a way to confirm the notion of those postcard-image of the country that you have. the glossy pictures you saw on the magazines, the tour package of 5d4n with stay at luxurious hotels. is it really worth it to travel so far and spending so much to experience the comfort of your own homeland? this isn't my style. everybody has their own style. we are all unique entities, no point trying to conform to the others. its just turning the whole world into a miserably bunch of people. likewise, going against my style is just going to make me discontented.

i think to define your style for anything, its important to question yourself, what exactly are you trying to find in the process? once you established that, you have to ensure that your acts are truly in accordance with your style. this way, there would be lesser regrets and more enrichment in life. no matter which stage of life you are at, its never too late to start living. neither can you be too young nor too old. just too lost and too blind to see your own truth.

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someone once told me that self-help books are superfluous as its mainly common sense. when you start reading a whole range of books on the same topic, you found that to be highly true, the things in it are probably stuffs (i.e. usually law of attraction) that you know but didn't know you knew. thats when the self help book kicks in, in its highly repetitive nature, it will reinforce your thoughts to embarking a journey to self, enlightenment or whatever you call it.

the thing is, people have a tendency to focus too much on their negative thoughts that they have no idea how much negativity they are exuding, which in turns attract more of its kind.

to change the world, you start first by changing yourself.

are you going to wait till the next lifetime?

life too short, so don't waste it on things you don't enjoy
life too short, so don't hang on to vengeance
life too short, so don't hide your love

life too short to attempt fitting in
life too short to spend time pleasing everybody
life too short to agree with everyone else

so if you don't agree with me, please continue to live the life you want and me the way i needed it to be.

life too short to understand it anyway

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should you really understand there's no eternality, would you still live the way you live now?

should it not seem more appropriate to spend time contemplating our life purpose than squandering it on mindless material-acquiring business?

i dream a dream

1. Backpack south east asia
2. Work at a farm in Australia
3. Going to the safari of Africa
4. Learning to cook
5. Setting up a food stall/restaurant overseas
6. Write an inspiring blog
7. Find a way to travel-work
8. Become a photographer
9. Getting a degree in social science or animal related
10. Setting up an online business that will reach out to people from all over the world
11. Building a house or something similar
12. Have a pet
13. Be invited to give an inspirational speech
14. Be featured on a magazine or tv
15. Jeep-ing through desert
16. Exploring the outback of Australia
17. Draw with pastel or any other medium
18. Climb mt everest
19. Dive in the world best dive site
20. Feed a shark
21. Learning to dive
22. Meet dalai lama to discuss about the meaning of life
23. Backpack india
24. Bungee jumping
25. Sky diving
26. Paragliding
27. Banana boat
28. Cliff jumping
29. White water rafting
30. Work in another country for at least half a year
31. Get tefl certification
32. Volunteer oversea
33. Write a book
34. Learn guitar
35. Learn at least one form of dancing
36. Go to Taiwan
37. Go to gold coast
38. Carpenter
39. Get a motor bike license
40. Own a motor bike
41. Bike through the hectic traffic of Thailand
42. Milk a cow
43. Exploring Nepal and Tibet and Bhutan
44. Learn more about Buddhism
45.Top blogger award
46. Exploring a cave
47. Read a person’s mind
48. Face-reading
49. Stay at a mountain with its natives
50. Exploring a virgin island
51. Visit at least one country in europe
52. Live in a caravan
53. Sleep under the stars on board a ship
54. Live a life of a sailor
55. Win a thousand dollar in a casino
56. Achieve animal talk
57. Work in an almost wild animal conservation site, hopefully africa :)
58. Eat an insect/scorpion
59. Take the trans-siberian railway
60. Trek a mountain
61. Stay in a tree house
62. Skiing
63. Get into a hot air balloon
64. Attend a massive, crazy and fun carnival
65. Be at oktoberfest
66. Get postsecret series
67. Get Paulo Coelho books
68. Open a farm
69. Travel by cycling in any country
70. Setting up a indie travel company
71. Setting up a fabulously awesome cafe that serves popular coffee and caffeinated dishes.
72. Increase awareness of how we can break free of everything!

Finally, always keep dreaming and working towards my dream(s)!

where do you stand in the battle of the mind?

when people say you can't, it just go to reflect the incapability of their mind.

"you can't" is just a way of phrasing, i am afraid and i can't, so you should be too.

sometimes all they need is somebody to show them what everyone is entitled to do.

the freedom of mind, the joy of wander, the boundless possibilities in our limited life.

they are reckless and ruthless in a mental kind of way. spite don't serve anyone except anger. what crap they are.

why is it people deem it right to live life with regrets instead of wanting and creating something great for themselves? they never admit it but so it seems to me.

to hell with this scientific life

i just hate the way they talk like they know what is best for you. just like that. as if money is directly proportional to happiness. thats what they think. just like that. truth is relative. truth is just perspective of individuals. to hell with all their ideas.

they could never break me down, not a particle, not a molecule. they could never hold me down, not a fledgling. i will take off, someday, somehow to show them the flight, the flight of my truth.