the defence mechanism of a porcupine

you are the sole ranger in this expense of desert. theres nobody to rely on. running away, you couldn't even keep up with yourself. this is how it all seems, a reflection of your preference to work in solitude.

but sometimes, you really just got to help yourself simply by reaching out. you are never alone, no matter how isolated you feel. theres always going to be people who care. if you just observe, even the desert is sprawling with activity every minute.

believe help will be there unless you first choose to shut yourself off.

this, i really got to keep reminding myself. i am weak for i don't know how to express myself. within layers and layers, i hold so dear. i just couldn't bare myself in front of others.

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you know something meant a lot to you if it could make you fume and end up in sobs.
what does it take to dream a dream that everyone forbids?

good day, good bye.

last day. what does it symbolises? just like any cliche. it signifies an end yet also a new beginning. oh, let it be good.

go wing GO!

hate the crowd. competition for space in the shopping centre and worse, the suffocating shops whereby moving is of the equivalent to a crawl. if not for a pair of heels. bruuu. make me feel like
TREKKING!!

ok. no link. but lots of places that i want to go:
- Egyptian exhibit at singapore museum
- japanese cemetery
- abandoned mitre hotel
- soong's sister house
- dairy farm circuit
- woodcutter trail
- army market

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if it has been nothing, you wouldn't be screaming.
suppose this is all so important, why do i turn away?

EXHILARATED!

finally finish all the projects! whee. went over to the career fair and was really interested in the wildlife reserve and resorts world. sounds very exciting. hope i could get in!! cross my fingers.

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scarcity creates value
abundance produces waste.

the heaviest responsibility one could shoulder is to shed those so-called duties and ensure that every moment, even the most brutal days, is worth living and reminiscing.

its your life. take charge.

how do you define success?

the success book

the name is super cheesy but its fabulous. it is a free ebook fill with quotes on being successful, in which their definition of success is not being in the forbes top ten. im glad that this is not the case. probably the reason why i love it so much is cause my life principles are parallel with the quotes in it. great to keep reminding myself there are still people out there who are sane like me(:

honestly, this is a mad world, filled with undead and robots. dreams are more of history. memories are the most beautiful things in life. now is never a moment live now but for the future. everybody is trying to be a clairvoyant here, a multi-million one at least.

most likely, people would say i am still living in my dreamland. but i will stand strong in my belief that there got to be more in life than this. i refuse to let my reality be anything less.

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two of the quotes that left a deep impression:
"success is living in your own terms, without regrets and regardless of societal achievements."
"success is anything that lives your soul smiling"
and the rest of the quotes are pretty much aligned with the above.

come see me fly

from me, to her, to him.

want to write you a letter but those words probably won't suffice. cause it can't bring my longing to u. it won't show you how much i want to see you again. i just want to meet you. to spend our time repeating the jokes over and over. to just see your smile. even if words can never be totally appreciated, having you beside is enough. if you could just come.

do they still remember what they say? or is it all just part of their habitual lie? maybe we are all too naive to begin with.